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July 23 Say(john mayer)Take all of your wasted honor Every little past frustration Take all of your so-called problems, Better put 慹m in quotations Say what you need to say [x8] Walking like a one man army Fighting with the shadows in your head Living out the same old moment Knowing you抎 be better off instead, If you only could . . . Say what you need to say [x8] Have no fear for giving in Have no fear for giving over You抎 better know that in the end Its better to say too much Then never say what you need to say again Even if your hands are shaking And your faith is broken Even as the eyes are closing Do it with a heart wide open Say what you need to say [x24]  July 21 forgive him!please forgive him..he can't make mistakes no more...
wasn't so nice of him those years..
but once in a while he might have tried..
life was't so easy for him either..so please forgive him!
July 18 world filled with love! That might be the only little shiny star that lights up the dark sky of 2008. i am so glad that a friend of mine shared this small piece of work ( http://www.vimeo.com/1211060 ) by Matthew Harding. With a simple idea and simple action bring forth the most important message which the civilization of the politically-zigzaged world is lacking. For the first time i felt lighted up and positively vibrated that the love and peace is all around when you feel like it and push yourself little forward for an act. This one goes to all the people who are trying and hoping for the world be better place for us to live. Like many others, how wonderful feeling when you smile and cry at the same time. let's pray for the world be filled with love!
 July 09 没有父亲，很可怜吗！我自幼时父亲就抛弃了妈妈，我和姐姐。妈妈就一个人承担起养家育子的重任，在身体极其不好的情况下把我们带大，然后我就不想这样写下去了。因为这样很象抄袭（艺术人生），故事虽属实，毕竟还是个节目，重在效果，难免有渲染之嫌。扔点催泪弹很容易让自己在他人眼里变成“好人一个”。眼泪是最会骗人的。。。就象我写的一样，我很不可怜。。也不需要被人同情。。。不想成为“午夜听众”里的女主人公一样不仅喜欢被同情，而且开始享受。。那是病态啊。。。
虽然从小就失去了父亲，甚至连他长什么膜样都不知晓，也不曾过多想过这个问题，也从未羡慕他人的美满家庭。也许特别的母爱弥补了父爱的空缺，可我始终相信一个人成长中有无父爱完全决定一个人的两种结果。。。
有关他的事从来都不是什么家庭禁忌话语，可没回忆怎会有思念和仇恨呢！很自然没有人提起有关话题。就这样我们就长大了。没有父亲地，很不可怜地长大了。不知为什么，大学毕业后就开始碰上了不少有关话题，心里虽有不爽却毕竟还是要面对。和以前小时候不一样。。我开始会有很多出于好奇的设想：如果有父亲会怎样，若哪天碰到了会怎样，会说什么，会不会象有些人说的那样会头晕！倘若真是如此可是特别的现象，我想说比较有研究价值。其实早就心里想象过他的摸样；比较黑，头发比较卷，不可能魁梧（看我即可）当然生出个我我想不会很难看。。哈哈。。
其实在拉萨这个城市的某个单位的某个陌生藏族男子是我的亲生父亲，我知道他的名字。。不知道他平时是怎么过的！我没有理由关心他，也许他也不需要。。只是心里想古人说的生身之恩分量到底有多大。。。IT KEEPS MY HEAD HUANTED！我没有与其碰面的冲动，也不曾有过先理后骂的想法。心想，同样的故事他会有怎样的版本，难道他也有电影里一样的苦衷。。NO WAY！HE IS A BAD FATHER！不过冥冥中我内心不能排除那一天，那恐怖的一刻（虽我不曾期待）。也许为了母亲，我宁愿让他成为我永远的迷，反正我始终认为我会晕倒。。何必呢！
希望我的思绪没有对母亲有半点不孝之意，毕竟其中的酸苦只有妈妈心里明白。到此，我没有一点衬托母亲伟大的意思，她不是圣女，不过她绝对是个好母亲，一个超爱子女的好妈妈。I CAN’T ASK FOR MORE！此刻心里是有点酸，却一点也不可怜！ |
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